Just Havent met you yet...

Have you ever notice that things always happen for a reason. Now I am not talking about the, "we were meant for each other" bullshit. I mean the whole, "I didnt know it can get ANY worse then this" Kind. Yeah you heard me, today was the most interesting thing ever. I just so happen to run into a ex boyfriend of mine (whom I still to this day will feel for) and like every time I see him I fall into pieces. Lovely. Why on earth do we have to feel this way? Is it some kind of sick exciting adventure that we want to deal with? Now let me go home and sit in my sorrows while others have a lovely time tonight.

In other news in my life, I have been dealing with a friendship with a guy whom I known for years. This boy and I have been liking eachother at different times, sometimes we liked eachother at the same time.... Now... wait doesnt this sound like an episode of Friends where Ross and Rachel go at it at each other. Hm.. my life is a show.

You may think, aww what a poor girl.. Oh boo.. please you are probably saying.. oh calm down their will be "the one" coming along... Okay now if I have to hear that for the who knows how many times I've heard it... Im going to scream.. well you may not hear it but surely the people that surround me right now will. Hmm..

Oh Im sorry, Im Vanessa.. and this is my blog. I decided that I would love for you to come into my life of how I fail at relationships... but everything else is so perfect.. Oh wait... that is a lie too. Dam Im in shambles.

So today I was listening to Michael Buble, "Haven't met you yet," and there is one qoute that sums up my past. "I've broken my heart so many times, I lost count." Hm.. well.. yeah? I have and I think probably a lot of you did too. I don't like those people that met "the one" at such a young age and its all perfect lovey-dovey. No.. that's impossible. The only people I know who can be like that are much older individuals.

In case you havent notice... Im Having a wonderful day... lie again..


XOXO
Vanessa